Ok, finally got around to changing the introduction text. But as you can see, I'm too sianz to write a proper one, so am going to blabber on in hopes that you will get an idea of what sort of person I am by guessing. Yeah, the format of this blog is crap. I haven't got around to fixing it. Later lah.. Much later...
Because sometimes if you lie to the entire world long enough, it becomes the truth. You persist in the lie, you believe in the lie, and it becomes the truth - at least for you. After all, reality is constructed from our perception to it.
It isn't wrong and it isn't bad. As ridiculous a reason as it might be, it gives comfort. So why not lie to myself? Tell myself I don't want what I want. It makes me happier. At least for this moment, at least for now.